Doc, do you enjoy working with youth? I have found at times when it is so hard to go on the youth at my church have helped. By teaching them some of my skills,I also do carpentry, I have realized what I really have. Try Habitat for Humanity volunteer work, work with the youth at church, do any type of volunteer work. I could continue on and echo what others have said but I'll just say hang in there , get some help from a counselor or pastor and I'll be thinking of you. Spkjpr P.S. I'm 45 and have just worked through where you are at.

[This message has been edited by spkjpr (edited 09-23-2002).]