Bren, I really admire your strength. My heart breaks when I think about what you're going through, but then encouraged when I see your faith in how you are handling it as well as the fine company we keep at this site.

My wife & I just had our second girl in August. Since this was first posted it's been on my mind. For a while there I was up pretty regularly for a 1:00AM or 4:30AM or anywhere in between feeding. It would be about an hour or so in the glider in the moonlight (we need blinds for her room still). But I bring this up because I would be rocking my baby and then I would think of you and yours. Talking to God in that setting is second nature, and it's been easy to add you to my prayers.